In the new year, I will let go.
I will let go of the disappointment in the mirror.
Too much of my heart is wasted trying to convince my eyes that what they see is deficient
I will let go of the unrelenting drive to win.
Or, rather, the need to win over those whose approval is nothing but a wisp of vapor never to be grasped.
Even my quest for self-validation is a perpetual hamster wheel, because I compete only with myself – making me the winner only when I lose.
I will let go of the fear, for fear is the lone obstruction between me and peace. And I will let go of antiquated concepts of peace, the rules for which bear little resemblance to the life I wish to live.
So I’ll venture off-path to travel to the place I’m meant to be.
But only if I manage to let go.